In regards to a previous post: Mixed emotions.
I'm still crushing, but I decided that being all pissed off about the way he acts is not gonna do anything to help. I'm giving it all up to God. He's got it all planned out and He's the only one who know whats gonna happen in the future, therefore, I'm gonna let him handle it.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentines Day
In my opinion, Valentines day is an over-commercialized event to remind us to love one another.
DUMB!!
We should love one another everyday!
Therefore: I'm not celebrating today, and will not, ever. Not even when I'm married. Its not an issue of being single or anything. I just think its the world's way of pushing itself further onto us.
DUMB!!
We should love one another everyday!
Therefore: I'm not celebrating today, and will not, ever. Not even when I'm married. Its not an issue of being single or anything. I just think its the world's way of pushing itself further onto us.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Mixed emotions
I dont quite know where to start. I recently had to write a personal narrative for my language arts class and I chose to write about my past summer and the friends that I lost. It was six pages of really emotional spilling. It was also the first time I ever told the full story. It was also the only time I really thought about all that has happened.
I thought it was the end of the world, I thought I had nowhere else to go, I thought life was over. It sucked. But now, in retrospect, I wouldn't change any aspect of my life. This past year God has introduced me to so many great people, including Himself. I never thought I'd get to this junction in life. I never even imagined that the people I know now exist.
I got really into it and realized that stuff like that has to happen in order to teach us who we really are. The past 5 years of my life was the typical Jr. High, High School experience; being a teenager trying to find her place in the world. I found it, finally, and I've learned from the past in ways I would have never imagined, but today, I feel like I still have some growing up to do.
Starting with: I need to get over my immature crush, I need to get over the fact that I need someone by my side. I need to realize that everything everyone was saying about him... well they were right. I need to get over the fact that I will see him every day of my life for probably a long time coming. I got too into him, but he doesn't care. He never will. All I really want at this point is once again, to know that I have a place in this world, because I seem to have lost it again.
"Am I lost, or just less found?"-Brooke Fraser.
I thought it was the end of the world, I thought I had nowhere else to go, I thought life was over. It sucked. But now, in retrospect, I wouldn't change any aspect of my life. This past year God has introduced me to so many great people, including Himself. I never thought I'd get to this junction in life. I never even imagined that the people I know now exist.
I got really into it and realized that stuff like that has to happen in order to teach us who we really are. The past 5 years of my life was the typical Jr. High, High School experience; being a teenager trying to find her place in the world. I found it, finally, and I've learned from the past in ways I would have never imagined, but today, I feel like I still have some growing up to do.
Starting with: I need to get over my immature crush, I need to get over the fact that I need someone by my side. I need to realize that everything everyone was saying about him... well they were right. I need to get over the fact that I will see him every day of my life for probably a long time coming. I got too into him, but he doesn't care. He never will. All I really want at this point is once again, to know that I have a place in this world, because I seem to have lost it again.
"Am I lost, or just less found?"-Brooke Fraser.
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