Everyone says it was for the better, but I keep feeling like i gave up.
Like there was something I was supposed to be holding out for.
Maybe something more, maybe something big. I often over think EVERYTHING.
So this isn't really a surprise to me.
But the over thinking thing usually doesn't last almost a month and a half.
So maybe God is telling me to look back, and to go back?
NO!?
It was a really painful experience, at the end.
Wait, maybe cause it wasn't supposed to end? Ah. No. It was.
But. Nah. Nevermind.
It was more like "a really painful experience TOWARDS the end"
Have you ever felt like you have to redo something, or like you didn't do something right
or like this..at all?
God rarely, if ever, tells us to look back. And he rarely, if ever, tells us to go back.
ReplyDeletethe right decisions are usually the hardest, and i have no clue what you are talking about, but dont let the pain, frustration, or confusion of things in the past limit how you move forward.
thats satan. the accuser. the deceiver.
don't let him win.