But really, it does.
I seem to be extremely attracted to somebody, and I can't do anything about it. But I want to, and I have (yes, I broke the rules), and it was glorious. But I did it because he seems to be interested, and I don't want to lose that, so I had to play my hand before the time ran out.
Discouragement.
I was updating that blog and he walked by, and I just so happened to look out the window at the same time.
Happenstance.
Second thoughts are flooding my mind. But I know I need to stay strong. Maybe.
I read Chris Kretzu's comment on one of my posts and it really motivated me and helped me through it. But this discouragement still creeps at the back of my mind, and the levees have failed and allowed it to engulf my thoughts. The journey has finally proven to be a tough task. I knew it was coming, but I didn't think it would come so soon.
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